| I realize I have been stabbed in the back by so called "friends" and I would hate be join the back stabbing band wagon. But I'm starting to worry about one of my friends and I think it would be best for me to come clean. They may or may not listen or believe me but sooner or later we all need to learn that some of our actions have major consequences. Time to grow up and figure out our lives. As for my life. If i don't get into AMDA I'm moving to live closer to Zach. It'll be a great break for me. I'm going to go over to Europe again in the summer and then figure out where my life is going. Because simply, I really don't know what I want to do anymore! |
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| Life is slowly falling into place. Once May rolls around we will see if everything goes according to plan. I have an audition for The american musical and drama academy and hopefully I get in. That would be amazing |
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| I wrote this for my creative writing class. Let me know what you think
As dark as the night
I creep along
Not showing and fright.
As the enemy sleeps
I go for the kill
Spilling blood knee deep.
After all is said and done
I hold my head high
For I am the one
Ready to kill
Ready to protect
This is how I get my fill
You see me as a hero
Throw parties when I come home
To us, we are equivlent to zero
We are dressed to kill
And we don't mean good looking
But we do give girls quite the thrill
We are told to be heartless
For they are the enemy
And our days seem endless
We do love
No materr what the Sergeant says
Everyday we pray to the one above
I pray to see her face
So perfect and flawlace
For she is my God's given grace
I love her with every fiber of my heart
This enemy holds me back
From seeing her body, he own form of art
I glance at her picture one last time
Crawling over the hill
I aim my gun to shoot on a dime
My head held high
With her face in mind
For today is not my day to die |
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| Its decided;
Aulstralia it is. Nothing bad happens there and I can use my shampoo |
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| I dont know if this song is supposed to make me feel better. I think its supposed to but when I listen to it, it makes me feel more depressed
REM- Everybody Hurts
When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,
When you’re sure you’ve had enough of this life, well hang on.
Don’t let yourself go, everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes.
Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it’s time to sing along.
When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on)
If you feel like letting go, (hold on)
When you think you’ve had too much of this life, well hang on.
Everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends.
Everybody hurts. Don’t throw your hand. Oh, no. Don’t throw your hand.
If you feel like you’re alone, no, no, no, you are not alone
If you’re on your own in this life, the days and nights are long,
When you think you’ve had too much of this life to hang on.
Well, everybody hurts sometimes,
Everybody cries. And everybody hurts sometimes.
And everybody hurts sometimes. So, hold on, hold on.
Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. (repeat & fade)
(Everybody hurts. You are not alone.) |
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